लभ, पर्दै परेन

लभ, पर्दै परेन

कालीले I love u, भन्दै भनिन
खैरिनीले झन, गन्दै गनिन
Mexicon ले Hug गरी, गाला सम्म दलेकै हो
South Indian जस्ती Ethiyopian देख्दा नि, तेस्रो नेत्र बलेकै हो
Department बेग्लै, भेट्नै गारो
त्यस्को English नि, बुझ्नै सारो
मन त बिस्तारै मिल्थ्यो होला, पाईला कसैको सर्दै सरेन ।
अनि त के पर्नु लभ, पर्दै परेन ।।

नेपाली केटीलाई New mexico, थाहै छैन जस्तो छ
Class जाउँ कालो face,बाक्लो जुँगै सस्तो छ
एक दुई वटी Local खैरिनी,आक्कल झुक्कल देखेकै हो
कपडा लाउनै अल्छी गर्छन्, हाम्रो खप्पराँ नि लेखेकै हो
Coffee बोकी skateboard चढ्नेले, खै हाम्लाई के गन्लान् ?
जानै मानेनि चुरोट तान्नेलाई, बा'ले बुहारी कसरी भन्लान् ?
यस्तै सोची खैरिनी ताक्ने, छोराले आँट गर्दै गरेन ।
आँट्न र ढाँट्न नजान्नेको, के पर्नु लभ पर्दै परेन ।।

Gay भन्छन् रे सँगै हिडे, केटासँग हिड्नै नपाइने रैछ
ईज्जतै धान्न नि हात समाई हिड्ने, एउटी तरुनी त चाइने रैछ
car को त कुरै छाडौं, Bike किन्न नि डलर मरु
Hight तन्केन Body फुलेन, बुढेसकालमा खै के गरुँ ?
दिनहुँ नुहाई zatak नै छरे नि
खौरेर दारी, सिनित्तै परे नि
English छाँट्न पर्ने देशमा, नेपाली गफले कामै गरेन ।
अनि त भुत्रो को पर्नु लभ, पर्दै परेन ।।

यो कबिता मलाई मेरो साथीले पठाउनु भएको हो, राम्रो ब्यङ जस्तो लाग्यो र मेरो ब्लग मा समाबेश गरेको छु।

"केही पनि बदलदैन यो देश मा, यस्तै हुँदै आएको थियो र हुनेछ। यहाँ तिमी सुरु गर उहा तिम्रो अन्त्य हुनेछ।"

-"यहाँ तिमी system लाई बादलने कोशीस गर system ले तिमीलाईनै बदल्छ, कुनै future छैन यो देश मा"
-"टाढा बसेर कमेन्ट दिनु सजिलो हुन्छ, अरुलाई गालीदिनु अझ सजिलो। यदी तिमीलाई यतिधेरै problem छ भने तिमी बदल यो देशलाई, यो तिम्रो पनि देश हो। Politics गर , Police मा भर्ती हौ, नराम्रा कुराहरुलाई बदल्ने कोशीस गर। तर तिमी गर्दैनौ किनकी घर को सफाईमा कस्ले हात मैले गर्ने होइन त ? हिम्मत छ भने अगाडि बढ बदल यो देशको फ्युचर। "
-"केही पनि बदलदैन यो देश मा, यस्तै हुँदै आएको थियो र हुनेछ। यहाँ तिमी सुरु गर उहा तिम्रो अन्त्य हुनेछ। "

माथिका यी सम्बद चलचित्र "रङ दे बसन्ती" बाट हो। तर यस् सम्बादले आज हाम्रो देश नेपाल को युवा जमातको पनि बिचारलाई पोख्दछ। देश को लागि केही गर्नु पर्दछ भन्ने सबैलाई लाग्दछ तर के गर्ने अनी कसरी गर्ने? जहाँ कुनै {rules and regulation } मान्य हुँदैन। कसरी बुझाउने सारा नेपालीहरुलाई कि फुटेर होइन जुटेर गये मात्र देश अगी बद्छ? अझै पनि देशका युवा हरु किताब माथि किताब पढीरहेका छन, किन जबकी देश मा बिकास को दियो पनि जल्न सकेको छैन? के बिदेश गएर दोस्रा दर्जाका नागरिक हुन र अरुको लागि पसिना बगाउनु को लागि पढेका हौ त हामीले?
हिजो हाम्रो पुर्खाहरुको रगतमा विश्व बिजेता बनेको ब्रिटिश साम्रज्य आज पनि गोर्खाली सेनाको रगत माथि राजनीति गर्दैछ। भिक्तोरिया क्रस र नागरिकता दिएर हाम्रा दाजु भाईहरुलाई अझै पनि दास बनाउन चाहन्छ। अनी अन्तरिक द्वन्द र कलह का कारण हाम्रा मान्छेहरु फसिरहेका छन त्यो प्रलोभनहरु मा। गर्नु के यो देश मा जहाँ कुनै चीज को पनि भर छैन, अनी बाँकी रहेका हामी युवाहरु कोही रोजगारी को लागि देश छाडदैछौ त कोही अध्यानको नाउमा सकेसम्म यो देश नाआउनेगरी पलायन हुँदैछौ। किनकी "यो सतीले सरापेको देश हो, यहाँ केही पनि हुनेवाला छैन", म पनि भन्न वाध्य भएको छु त्यस पात्रझै।

Pundicherry Visit

We visited Pundicherry last week. It is one of the states of INDIA which is near to Tamilnadu and in the shore of Bay of Bengal. It was fun but the 5 hours bus ride was a bit of boring. We enjoyed the beach and the street festival that were going on there. Sad thing was that we went there without any reservation because of which it was very difficult to get a room any way we adjusted and had fun.

Cooking!!

South India has its own food culture, I came to know it after arriving here as a student in National Institute of Technology Trichy, Tamil Nadu. People here have their own taste of food which could be a nightmare for us until we get used to it. It has been around a year and half so I have coped up nicely with the dosa, sambar, idly, coconut chutney, khurma etc. I don’t hate their food but sometimes I miss my country food especially the food from my mom’s hand. When I was in Nepal I used to cook too so I learnt cooking a lot of items that I like and I think my friends and family liked too. I am expert in cooking regular Nepali food. I can try cooking any variety of meat. I am perfect in MOMO and CHAUMIN. I miss them. I miss GUNDRUK, KINIMA (homemade soybean product of Rai ethnic group), SINKI, and SIDRA. But a thing to be happy is that we have organized a small kitchen in one of our friend’s room where we can cook our own Nepali food at least once a week and enjoy. I have never thought of eating Nepali food here but our desperate willingness pushed us to fulfill that demand.

"CHE"

Few days back I watched the movie "CHE". This movies is based on the story of revolutionary icon Ernesto "Che" Guevara. The movies covers the portion of life when he came as a representative of Cuban government into the UN. Also the days where he was acting as a gurellia fighter training people and making strategy. The movie is based on the diaries written by him. The path he followed, he respected and wanted to get to the end of the revolution. Being a communist revolutionist he has depicted true communism. He emphasized on education. His saying after winning over the Santiago city "We have just won the war the revolution begins now".
"MOTORCYCLE DIARIES" is another Che movie that is also based on his diaries which shows how he changed into a communist revolutionist from a middle class family man. How he left his medical education and entered into the revolution.
These are not only movies but true stories of Che and the people of our country who calls them shelves as revolutionist or communist they should learn something from his life history. His time was different and the time now is different so we should take a prudent decision to do any kind of revolution as he took at his time.

Time pass

After the first phase of project I am free for some more days so I am watching movies and going through the blogs of friends. In the mean time I am reading some books too. Too hard to kill time here but it's going on. Latest I watched the movie "Match Point" portrays that besides hard work we need to have luck also and I also think so. But the movie is about a n ambitious man and his life where he come across love, lust, betrayal and murder but the luck is on his side. I loved the story but seemed quite odd for our society. Those incidents might happen in our society but in different way which we hear rarely.
Sometimes I think that the english movies are showing the realities of life and sometimes I think they are just showing what we want to see. Anyway english movies helps to pass time.
The book "Al Jajera" I am reading is about the television channel that is located in Qatar and is throwing news of Arab world since 1997. This book is written by the American Arab professors analyzing both the good and bad points. I have read up to 3rd chapter and its interesting to know something about the Arab world too.
Besides that I am also planning for the next semester project but my mind is clueless a the moment.

प्रोजेक्ट

आज प्रोजेक्ट को प्रथम खन्ड सकियो। Presentation राम्रै भयो जस्तो लाग्छ हेरौ result कस्तो आउने हो। अब १ २ दिन लाई फुर्सद अनी फेरी अर्को phase को प्रोजेक्ट गर्नु पर्नेछ। गत १ २ हप्ता देखी ज्यादै चाप थियो रिपोर्ट, प्रोजेक्ट सबै को। Library बाट अल जजिरा नाम को किताब ले को छु, प्रेस स्वतन्त्रता को बारेमा छ अरब संसार को। अरब संसार मा प्रेस को हालत कस्तो छ भन्ने बारे केही बुझ्न मन लागेकोछ। तेस बाहेक मुस्लिम हरुको बारेमा पनि केही जानकारी पाउने ईछ्या छ ।

Happy Birthday

Time: 00 Hours 7th Jan 09

Today is Sunil’s birthday, actually his 26^th he completed his 25^th and is now heading towards 26^th. Congratulations to him. Celebration was in TOPAZ hostel with classmates and friends. We arranged a cake for him with his name and nickname on it. Here birthday celebration is somewhat difficult. Friends will give you bums, i.e., kicking in butt as a token of congratulations and put cake all over body. Well we are here we have to follow their custom. We, Sushil and I congratulated with hug and handshake. Now he is 25+ and we all are assuming the time after another 25. Well the silver jubilee is over and going on for the next half.

Birthday Cake

Cake Mania

25 and still going

Me Sunil Sushil

Read as 25 not 52

Happy Birthday!! Man

रिस

रिस, आबेग, क्रोध वा अन्य केही, पक्कै पनि यो शब्दहरु नयाँ होइनन। हामी सबैमा यिनीहरु पर्याप्त मात्रा मा हुन्छ। अनी भर पर्छ प्रकत गर्ने तरिका मा। मलाई ज्यादै रिस उठ्छ किन किन बिना कारण पनि, अनी कारण पये भने त झन धेरै। भन्छन नि "रिस खा आफु, बुद्धी खा अरु" थाहा छ मलाई तर के गर्नु रिस ले आँखा देख्दैन। जब रिस उठछ तब आवाज काप्न थालछ, अनुहार मा रगत जेम जस्तो हुन्छ। रोक्न खोज्छु म रिस लाई तर म भन्दा बलियो निस्किन्छ, के गर्नु? चहिने ठाउमा रिस पोक्न सकिएको छैन। भन्छन नि "घर को बाग बाहिर को स्याल" तेस्ताइ लाग्छ आफु पनि। कती चोटि नरिसाउने भनेर सोचाइ राख्छु तर फेरी केहीदिन पछी जस्ता को तेस्ताइ। भन्छननि "कुकुर को पुछर १२ बर्ष ढुङ्रो मा रख्यो बाङा को बाङै"। अब चाँही यो रिस लाई रोक्नै पर्छ होला जस्तो छ। कहिले कही यस्तो लाग्छ कि रिस उठदा किन मान्छे को अनुहार बाट हासो हराएर जान्छ। हासी हासी रिस किन न उठने होला? जस्ताइ हा हा हा हा ..... मलाई रिस उठेको छ कृपया नजिक नाउनु होला।

Deja Vu

The incidents in life are so much uncertain that you cannot guess what comes the next moment. Although everyone want a good life the forthcoming incidents amy not be so. Sometimes we may want those things that may not be possible and we want to get away from the situation that we are in. but unfortunately this cannot happen whatever comes infront of us we have to accept and work on it. Sometime we want to roll back our time, we want to be illusioned with the real time events as the dreams. This will give us the second chance to rethink about the choice that we are going to make. We want this but this is not a possible imagination. If this had been possible then life would have been much more easier to live. People talk about their experience but everything cannot be experianced and the experience others had may not match with us. The time keeps on its pace and sometime we can’t see its wake too. Once again a new year has started that is going to bring a lot of hopes and uncertainties in our life , but at the end we may feel that nothing happened and only if I had known it would happen? So this déjà vu keeps on eating our mind but we need to move ahead.
But this might be a crazy idea.....How the heck are we going to know about the coming time, it's only our deja vu....